It would be a lie to say i'm not afraid anymore
Sunday, June 12, 2011 @ 4:07 PM
But sometimes, everything just come at you and you don't know how to handle it..."At least, help one another?"
Like how? I don't know anything, i'm just plain stupid and useless.
And i don't know why either.
I just feel v weird if i keep call people to help me..
and i cannot always call people to help me, right?
They're not like some of my friends.
They will sure be feeling that i'm very useless or anything.
That is why i feel so, moody.
Actually, is me, myself that hates my own self.
Thats why im not happy with everything.
Its not easy for me, not easy at all.
Yes i know a lot people say don't just whine and do something about it.
But see, i'm still here, trying my best isn't it?
I whine about things is because that i want to say everything out so i can feel better and not become someone who has got like mental problem because i've keep on trying and trying and there's no one to talk to about the things that i feel that its difficult for me.
Different people have different views.
Some things that i feel that are difficult for me, doesn't mean its difficult for you.
Some things that i feel that are important to me, doesn't have to mean that its important to you too.
So i just someone who can listen to me, properly. And someone who's willing to support me whenever i'm feeling down.
I don't need great advises or scoldings. I just want someone to be here, listen to me, understand me.
And then, from the bottom, tell me that he/she will support me, be there for me.
And, don't break the promises too..
