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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Lonely is a very dangerous thing to be
Thursday, December 1, 2011 @ 8:48 AM

Hi December, goodbye November.


It's been 2 months since I've blogged.
I'm just too busy with my UTs and assignment.
Everything just ended. However, it's coming again.. (geez... -.-)
Well basically, I've nothing to blog too. Hah.
Going out today with my dear (Meiyu) to watch 'Already Famous'. (:
And... I'm pinkish today! :\

Actually, I'm kind of sad these days.
But definitely won't say it here for now.
Still in school. Hahaha. -.-
Uh, so... blog later maybe?

Ciaos...


Love does not follow logic
Thursday, September 1, 2011 @ 4:09 PM

Yeah. So, I'm back to make a post again.
I am not going to make it too long about my life and I'll just type out whatever I think or feel...
I just want to let my thoughts run once in awhile, so that I can sort things out.
Wouldn't want to say much about my life cuz I'm not interested in it.
Sorry if I get a little too emotional in my post. It's just what I've been thinking and what I've felt.

Well let's see...
My exams' over since Monday and today's already Thursday.
Guess its kind of fast but it's still boring, as always.
I've been playing DN (Dragon Nest) these few days. A new mmorpg game. Seems cool.
However, it's getting more and more... boring.
Too many people's playing and it's lagging like crazy.
And I guess I've been sleeping quite late since my exams' offically over, for this semester.
It was kinda crazy. I slept at 4.30am in the morning (today) and I have to wake at 9am.
Now, I definitely look like someone who has not been sleeping for few days.
This feeling sucks too. I feel like I'm gonna faint anytime, anywhere.
Oh well, whatever. As long as I'm alive, who cares anyway?
So ya, thats probably all for my life. Simple isn't it?

Love, what really does it mean?
You love someone, so you never want to fall out of their favor.
You always want to be their number one.
There's nothing wrong with putting all your heart and effort into pleasing that person you love.
Is there a limit to how much you can love somebody?
When I feel emotionally unsteady, even wounds that would seem laughably small to other people, for me, they can run quite deep...
Someone once said that love really starts after you've gotten together, and i think they got it right.
The more intimately you come to know each other, the more you're at the mercy of every casual remark that comes out of their mouth.
No matter how much you love them, they'll never truly be 100% yours.
Never.


I don't know what to feel
Tuesday, August 16, 2011 @ 11:26 PM


I seriously wish that someone is here to understand.


Insignificant me
Sunday, August 7, 2011 @ 9:21 PM



This doesn't happen 1 time or 2 times, but multiple times.
That is why I am so upset, disappointed and angry about it.
I am not being unreasonable but I'm already trying to be reasonable.
Why am I angry is because I'm always trying but you guys can just give me any kind of excuses to turn them down.
Why will I be so upset and disappointed is because you guys are just too important to me but it seems like to you guys, I'm not and you all don't even realise it.

Sometimes it makes me wonder why am I trying so hard.
So what if you guys are important to me? I am not anyway.

All makes me feel so terrible, useless and unloved.
It makes me feel like crying when I'm typing all these out.

Am I really unreasonable?
Am I really thinking too much?
Go think about it.

Just how many excuses do you guys want to give?



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